Today, I didn't have much energy. Don't know why. maybe i didn't get much seep last night. I wake up every morning at 6 AM for some reason but because we just leaped forward, it was still dark, like 5 AM. I was too tired to check the time. plus, I was having a really bad dream. It was so violent that I woke up bothered and had to pray about what to do if that dream was real. The dream was in a hip shopping area and i was at this shindig like a grand opening party when i heard a a loud thumping and i looked at the front window and these 3 goons were holding a man and banging his head against the window over and over until it crashed and died. Then they did it to 2 other men and killed them too. Meantime, at the party there was evil pregnant woman who seemed to be the mastermind. I heard her say, Sink the ship, and people gasped. I guess she was ordering a ship to be sunk and people would die. I didn't know what to do because I was afraid then I woke up and prayed. Would I have gone up to her and told her to stop sinning and turn to God? It still gives me the shivers when I think about it. This world is so cruel. If I wasn't married, I would be happy to just go and be at peace. But I love Mike so much that I am praying for a long, full life and move to the Philippines.
I took two naps today. it was kind of a gloomy rainy, foggy day which didn't help my mood.
I had to miss house church too, didn't want to get too tired for tomorrows flight. I feel bad because it was Kat's birthday celebration:(
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